Memories, please go away!

October 19th, 2007 by angelofspawn

td go thru my frens fs and ms.
I MISS THEM!
        feel like crying.
            they used to be
MY FRIENDS.
               
tp skg ni aku rase dorg sume dh x syg kt aku.
                    mereka dh x suke kwn dgn aku lg.
                        even
MY OWN BESFRIEND.        

                           xpe.aku redha.

                                       

 
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memories remain…=)

October 18th, 2006 by angelofspawn

mm..dh lamer rasenyer x post blog..bz sesgt dgn saimen,lab repot,test n bykla hal nyer lg..huhu..ni dh free sket..sok nk balek dh..yeay~!!!besnyer..dh lame kunntikan saat2 ini..well..things are getting better btw..hmm…ni br jer pas balek midnite dgn main bnzr n nija..tgk the grudge..aaaarrrrrkkkkk…(bunyi ju0n yg ditransletkn dlm wordings..)ngohoho..cuak gakla tgk citer tu td..terkujat2 dibuatnyer..isk..asalnyer plan nk g men futsal..then las minit sume org kensel..hmm..well-expected kot..sume bnde yg di plan x pnh jd..huhu..so bg mngubat luke di ati x dpt men futsal..pg la tgk wyg ngan dorg..thanx papa n mama..ahaks~aritu g interview utk euphonius committee..tp..nmpknyer xde luck..or aku mmg xde bakat utk mmimpin?huhu..im not the chosen one..xpela..x ksah pon..alaa..euphonius yg dorg organized las year x bes lgsg..hampeh!!!lagu pon ntah aper2 tah..kasik arr lyn lagu underground sket..the used ker slipknot ker…hoho~br terangkat..hehe..aritu..dh lame dh..masok xploreRC..bes2..pg prelim die..x sgker plak leh masok xploreRC tu..aku,nija n ana team mates..even citer ni dh basi..tp aku nk citer gak..hehe..1st nite tu kitorg start kt chancellor hall..berlarila smpai ker V1 cafe..aku n ana pnyerla terkedek2 berlari..huhu..bnde dh pncit..nija nek beskal..smpai2 jer dh kene split task..aku sensorg jer..isk..nija n ana g v3 g jual baju mnde tah..aku kene g USM cafe..smpai2 jer…aku kene mkn wasabi yg pds tu ngan sup pns ngan kopi pns..adeh~malatop pwotku..huhu..ok la x ksah lg..aku mlntak cm org x mkn smggu jer..huhu..tumpah2 sume..glojoh tol aku..isk..pastu yg x bley blah tu..pas dh pwot yg mcm gunung berapi tu,kene berlari2 g poket D plak..duh~mmg x thn..bygkn pwot tgh cmtu then kene berlari2 plak..huhu..aku cuak gak..aku pk sure aku yg plg las smpai..nija n ana sure mrh aku smpai lmbt..huhu..smpai2 jer..tgk xde org sgt..sume yg ade kt c2 tercangak2 cr klu..aku pon tercari2 laa…dlm tong smph,bwh tgge sume aku korek..huhu..x jmper pon..rupe2nyer org yg jg cekpoint pon x smpai lg..pnyer cpt kitorg..huhu..tggu nija n ana..kitorg antara 5 yg las..sume org dh berlari ker V2 cafe..dorgnyer task susah nk kene provoke org beli baju..smpai2 jer V2,sume org dh start mkn..kitorg pon pgla…ikot jln bukit blkg tu..fuh!pnt pnjt..hehe..skali kene mkn 2 ati aym sparo msk(x msk pon..),ikan mntah n telur mntah..aku start dulu..dgn lahapnyer aku melapah ati aym yg hanyir nk mmpos tu ngan sekeping ikan mnth..pastu aku dh xle thn..aku pas kt ana..ana pon dgn lahapnyer mkn ikan lg skeping ngan telur mnth 2 biji..huhu..yg besnyer pastu..kitorg dpt setelkn klu die..dgn segera kitorg berlari2 anak g V5 lame..kitorg grup ke2 smpai c2..grup ppuan 1 yg smpai..bgge2~!hehe..task knci plak..nija pg..pg2..pastu nija dtg balek..igt dh setel..upernyer lom..terpkse la cari..then aku plak g 1st time..time tu kaki nija dh krem..pg2 aku try mmg x le..aku pth balek..time otw pth balek tu,ade dak laki sorg tu die tlg aku cam knci tu cmne..die dh dpt dh knci..aku cam nyer cam crla knci tu..jmpe!pas kt ana..tggula ana balek..smpai2 jer die bwk berite hepi..pintu dh dpt bukak..tp ana luper nk carik klu..pth balek n cr la..seb bek jmper..trus g chancellor hall..mase kt v5 lame tu,rmai tol pnyokong kitorg..huhu..mane x nyer,komiti nye pon mmg ramai mmbr..hehe..smpai2 jer de 1 jer grup br smpai..dak yg tlg kitorg td tu..kitorg nk jejak jer kaki kt chancellor hall tu,ade grup dak laki ptg kitorg..isk..ana pon time tu pnt..sian die..x ksahlaa..yg pntg teamwork beb!kitorg dptla no 3..kire grup ppuan 1st..bgge lg..hehe..ade la 1 grup kene eliminate mlm tu..mlm tu gak byk peristiwa jd..huahuahua..kitorg tdo kt v5 lame tu..dh la xle tdo..nk dkt kol 6 tu jgakla br nk dpt lelap.huhu..kire mmg aku n ana x ckup tdola..pg tu plak..kitorg tertipu dgn team len..kitorg g smpai poket C dr v5 lame..then bile dh sdr kitorg slh tpt,berlarila kitorg dr poket C ker main gate..jauh x jauh tu?huhu..pastu kitorg g tangki air..smpai2 c2 jer,org yg jage c/point tu ckp kitorg antara grup yg las2..saje jer nk kasik down..ahh pg mampos!!las x las..kitorg g chancellor hall balek n g v5 baru kt in2eat..smpai2 jer time wat ruti cnai tu,adek tu kate kitorg team no 4 or 5 cmtula..smgt dh dtg balek..upernyer ramai org slh tpt..org x taw gazebo utp ktner..hebat ana solvekn..time kitorg g cafe v1 tu,geng haq yg 1st tu br jer pas abes task kt c2..kire kitorg x jauh la ketinggalan..bes2..siap dpt klu lg dr dorg..pastu..next task tu yg pyh tu..kene swimming kt tasek v5 lame..aduh…nija start dulu..then mase terlebe 2 minit jer..terpksela aku pg..nk xnk pon..iskk….waaaaaaaaaa….nk nanges aku bile igtkn balek..huhu…aku tamau berenang…!!!aku tareti…!!!!!tp terpkse gak..lame gak aku dlm tasek tu..tgh2 tasek tu aku rase dh give up giler..sdih2..tp pk kn team aku wat gak..smpai2 jer time aku dh abes mase..huhu..3 kali kitorg try..nija wat 3rd time br dpt..then g kt dpn masjid lame..time tu pon x jauh sgt ttggl la..cr bola ping pong cm *tuuuuuut**…bolanyer xde..huhu..dh dpt je..kitorg terpakse berlari dlm ujan..basah pon redah ajelaa…pg kt chancellor hall balek..tgk2 nija dh terduduk kt jln..die jatuh beskal..sian manager aku…huhu..pedal tercabut..seb bek dkt jer dh..nija injured kt tgn..drh tgn die..sian..then tggu la kalo2 ade ERT or beskal gnti..hampeh..bwang mase jer tggu..tgk2 team len dh smpai..so kitorg berlari2 la 3 org dlm ujan yg sgt lbt dgn xde beskal dgn manager injured..huhu..tp smgt kitorg kwat..ape2 pon jd race ttp kene abeskn..g v2 cafe tggu gak ade bantuan..tp xde gak..kitorg larila g sports cmplx..seb bek dpt pujuk abg tu bwk nija nek moto..gilelaa time tu..ujan mmg lbt giler..kilat sabung menyabung atas pale jer..huhu..mmg org lalu lalang tgk dh xde malu2 dh..huhu..kt sprt cmplx tu kitorg stuck..so lmbt la smpai..ptg tu kitorg kene eliminate..iskk…sdih..aku mngharapkn cm yg aleh cacing guner mulut tu sume..tp yelaa..dh x lyk kn?tereliminate awl..tp walo per pon..aku bgge dpt team mates cm korg..kiter x gado lgsg pon kn?credit to us!!!=) pastu dh x igt aper dh jd dlm idup aku..tu jer yg aku igt b4 dis..tp beslaa..byk pngalaman..nex sem nk try lg kalo leh..dis sem kire cm aktif sketlaa..bdn pon dh cm lembu..kenelaa bwang lmk sket..huhu..adelaa masok hoki men utk village-dpt 2nd..masok treasure hunt-dpt kete tercntek..hehe..masok xploreRC-dpt g sparo jer..oklaaa sume..dis sem aku njoy ngan life aku..xla mndom sgt kot..hoho~ni pon dh nk dkt rayer..x saba nk balek umah..nk jmper famili aku,adek aku,kucen2 aku..hehe..aku drive sorg2 sok..tp konvoi ramai2 laa..mm…hrp2 sok x ngantoklaa..mlsnyer nk tdo..huhu..mm..jp lg nk g sahur ngan dak2 umah aku..td test numet oklaa..hepi gak sal aku leh wat n smpt jwb sume..hrp2 aku skor la dis sem..nk tebus balek las sem..x g klas pon..tp kene la excel dlm stadi cmne pon..future nk kene pk gak..ok laa..slamat bersahur semua org…~ =)

sile la jwb gak ek..

September 25th, 2006 by angelofspawn

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we
meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss
me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7.
Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do
you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of
me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How
well do you know me?

13. When’s the last time you saw me?

14. Ever
wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?

15. Are you going to put this
on your blog and see what I say about you?

it’s a mad mad world!!!!

August 16th, 2006 by angelofspawn

it’s been ages since the last time i jot down in my blog..cm x dtg mud nk tules blog..tp kali ni rase cm nk share my thoughts n feelings towards the world nowadays..pg td aku soh tira blikn paper..then balek tu aku selak la utusan tuh..tgh2 bace paper tuh..tiber2 ati aku ni jd sebak sgt2..biler bc sal dak ppuan arwah hidayu yg kene rogol n bunuh..x cukup lg dgn tuh,sal perang kt lubnan plak lg..*sigh*aper nk jd dgn dunia skang neh?!!aku sdih sgt td..smpai nk nanges rase..dh tunggang terbalek rasenyer dunia ni..aper progol2 tuh xde mak ker?!!!SIAL!!!!xde adek ppuan ker?xle pk ker?!!!kurang hajar punyer manusia!!!aku dpt mmg aku bunuh korg!!!xle laa..aku msti nk emo biler sntuh isu2 cmni..sdih laa..tingat kt citer pembunuhan yg kt mastika tu..nauzubillah..x cukup dgn dorg rogol,liwat gilir2 smpai nek lunyai..dorg leh lg bunuh ppuan tu dgn hempap gadis mlg tuh dr atas pokok terjun atas ppuan tuh smpai mati!!!GILER!!!BINATANG!!!!binatang pon x kejam mcm tuh!!!!(*terpkse stop jp nk tarek nafas..bengang+marah+sedih*)..then yg sal lina joy tuh!!ppuan tuh mmg patot dibunuh jer!!!kasi headshot skali bia mampos!!!malang la bg ko yg pintu ati dh ditutup dr hidayah ALLAH..masyaAllah..mmg neraka jahanam la ko…dosa plg besa ko dh bwat..ko x sian ker mak ko?!!kcik2 xnk mmpos,dh besa menyusahkn org!!!emo..emo..huhu..ni lg 1 sal si lahanat ISRAEL tuh!!!!smoge ko tersekse selame2nyer dlm neraka JAHANAM!!!!!!!!!!org islam ptotnyer bersatu tentang israel neh..si yahudi neh mmg xkn stop slagi lubnan n palestin x hancur!!!sdrla wahai umat islam!!!jgn laa nk disebukkn sgt dgn si siti ngan datuk K tuh…xde pekdahnyer..pg mmposlaa dgn dorg tuh!!!nk kawen ker nk cerai ker antaran bp juta pon bia lantak la dorg…ni 1 lgi aku x puas ati dgn raja arab saudi tuh!!aper ker bodo sgt ko neh?!!!dh tgk dgn mata kepale hotak ko sniri yg sdare seislam ko kene tindas,,yg ko mangkok nk pg ikot cium bontot US tu watper?!!!ko igt US tu akn lindung ko ker?!!!ko x sdr yg ko kene maen!!bodolaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…………arghhhhhhhhhh!!!!geramnyer aku!!!!!mmg btolla tnde2 kiamat dgn mninggalnyer raja arab b4 dis..tgkla mcm mane raja skang teraju pemerintahan…BODO!!!!!ish..emolaaa aku..ape kener tah dgn dunia skang..dhla..cukuplaa..aku plak yg dpt byk dosa carut2..huhu..yg sal lina joy tuh,aku mmg cukup x pwas ati dgn SIS a.k.a sister in islam..weh pg matilaa wei!!!!!ko ske ski jer nk wat undang2 islam br…gol n gincu pon aku dh nek mluat nk tgk..sumer2 tuh kbykn plakon die sis..bodo!!!dhlaaa…aku mmg kene stop..kalo diikutkn emo ni,smpai sudah x abes..setan pon mule la hasut aku kasik mrh..astaghfirullah..k la..a’kum..

zZzZZZzzz… -_^

July 27th, 2006 by angelofspawn

nothing special happened today..arini trase cm mls nk tules blog plak arini..beselaa…tgk mud gak la kn??ni pon aku tgh naip dlm gelap..terkebil2 mate aku mncari urup2 nk ditaip..huhu..cahaya comp ni jelaa jd pnyuluh..huahuahua..trase cm ngantok gak tp mcm mls jer nk g tdo..isk..plik tol aku neh..org len pnyelaa gumbira kalo dpt tdo tp aku x plak..ish3..yelaa..mane x nyer..skang time tdo aku dh terbalek..aku dh jd musang..waktu siang aku tdo..waktu mlm aku berjage plak..x ker cm musang tuh?huhu..leh wat overtime jd mak gad neh..nnti nk try interview jd mak gad kt utp ler plak..ngeh3~mm..tgk nija tu cm bes jer dh lena dibuai mmpi..aku nk join gak ler..manela taw kot2 mmpi kawen putera rajer ker,mng 5 juta ker kn..?huhu..mm…zzzZZzZzz… -_^  nitey nite…

lalalala~

July 26th, 2006 by angelofspawn

arini jer dh 2 blog aku wat..heii..papetah..cm addicted jer..huhu..munh bg comment td..thanx munh..of course la kiter shayang ko lg..no way im gonna forget u.ko la yg skelas ngan kiter dulu,ko la yg byk tlg kiter time ader prob..thanx again munh..kiter igt lg time ko bg surat ckp yg ko is a bad friend.it was totally wrong!!u’re 1 of the bestest friend i’ve ever had..hehe..tp td bkak2 la blog org..i’ve just discovered shakila’s blog..what the heck?!!padahal dh lame die wat..where on earth have i been?my own besfren nyer blog pon aku tataw..then bace pnyer bace blog die adela sal die n ziera n sume2..she did mentioned bout me not being beside her..im sorry..yelaa..aku realised mmg aku byk mengilangkn diri..its ok now shakila..i understand if u have other besfrens..i dont mind..really.. =) nway td munh ym tp sorry againla munh..ym kiter ni cm mengong sgt2..then shak call td.twice!!aku solat time memule tuh..then aku de miting..tp cm tah..aku malu pon ade gak senarnyer..takot2 die bc blog aku neh..malu jer..huwaa!!!xpela shak..aku memen jer..aku taw ko x sombong..ko bz kn? =) it’s ok..arini bbudak umah aku 4 org tuh g konsert PCD kt sunway..rajen tol dorg..dorg ade ajk aku tp maleh ler..aku kalo stakat lyn2 cmtu jer lehla..ni smpai nk g gigs die maleh ler..aku dok bilek td lyn citer nyah..hoho~bes woo..ngahaha..cite tu actually sal life nyah2 n pros..real lives..kire cm dokumentari la td..giler arh!!dorg mmg open..xde cut2 pon..seksi nk mmpos!!klh aku!!nyeh3~cleavage nyah2 tu xya citer laa..fuhh!!!seb bek aku bkn laki..kalo x tergugat gak iman aku..haha..dorg make out sume xde tapis2..yelaa..bnde name dokumentari kn?tp citer tu utk sex education pon..marina mahathir pon terlibat gak dlm citer tu..educate people to be more aware of aids/HIV and other sex diseases..ptg b4 tuh aku g pasa mlm ngan nija,naimah n hazirah..yeay~!!dh lame pon x g p.mlm kt tronoh neh..windu lak ngan kakak popia tuh..ngan makcik mami murtabak tuh..hoho~xdela borong giler pon..btw,arini aku pose rejab..las minet taw ade pose sunat arini.seb bek x melantak lg..so smpt la niat b4 kol 12 td..ni la akibatnyer dh lame x afal bln islam..huhu..sok klas pg kol 8.tp cm xde ati nk tdo laa..mls giler nk tdo..ptg td pon dh tdo lame gak..xpelaa..movie…here i come!!!ngeh3~ =)